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I am 29 years old and had my second abortion on march 15. I thought i had moved on, but lately it has begun to haunt me more than before. i am so ashamed of the choice i made, especially at this age, ashamed of where i am in my life, and scared that i have lost forever a man i love more than anyone else because i killed his child. i've lost my best friend because i do not think i can forgive her for telling me to 'get rid of it' when i called from the clinic asking for guidance. i almost hate her for her lack of support, for how blithely she told me to have an abortion and not tell the father about it when i first told her i thought i was pregnant. and then she poured me a ginormous glass of wine.
i need to move on. i need to forgive myself. i need to find a support group. i need to write and get all these thoughts out of my head.

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